LOVE AGAIN

Again.
Define love.

Like. Admire. Really like. Die hard fan.

Really?

Physical love - won't last long, every beauty fades
Satisfaction love - what do you think?
Sympathetic love - won't ever be happy.
Forced love - that's not even love

You called yourself a lover, but you don't even know what love is.

You would never understand what love is if you don't love what's there beside you..
Your mother, father, pets, siblings.

Make sense.?

Tired

Sometimes I just feel tired.
Tired of keep putting hopes and gets crushed.
Had I forgotten that they are just human?
Another human who have the tendency to make mistake.
Why do we human like to keep on depending on another human being?
The only one who doesn't crush our hope is Allah.
He doesn't makes us sad.
He give us strength.
He give us hope,
to believe on.
When we keep believing on him,
He gives a reasons why to live,
why to stay,
why to love,
why to smile.
The only reason why we still alive,
because he wants us to turn to him,
he loved us so much,
that is why we are being tested,
and therefore,
we should feel blessed,
feel loved,
He is the reason why.

I Am Not A Hypocrite

Yes. I am not a hypocrite.
I do not want to be a hypocrite any more.
I would like to express my thoughts without being restricted.
I would not give my opinion just to please anyone.. not any more.
I am so sick and tired to be in this position.
Please let my brain to processed on its own.
I have my own point of view.
Whether you like it or not.
I just do not care any more.
You people are the reason why I am so into my own world.
Every time I disagree to your opinion.
Its like the end of the world.. well for you I guess.
And I said to myself.
Enough.
I want to be honest.
And I know.
Honesty is not really appreciated by others.
But, being honest creates who I am.
All my life I am so scared of expressing myself.
But not any more.
Thanks to you.
I am free.